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MOVE

2008-01-03T05:02:00.000+08:00

Hello yall, whoever my readers are. Lol.

I switched to lj since like, now. hahaha yeah okay.

http://candiedwhales.livejournal.com/

krispy kremes!

2007-12-30T02:24:00.000+08:00

Oh yipppee yay yay shenny darling is back!
I dont know why I missed her so much. I guess talking to her always makes me feel better. (:
& she brought back krispy kremes. like zomg yayyyyyyyy cant wait to meet her tmr.
Having brunch or something.

& I think I really wanna change my blog skin already. Hmmm.

okay so anyway on the 27th I literally spent the whole afternoon at the isetan sale.
From 12 to about 6 plus. Tiring shit, but it felt awesome.
I heart retail therapy. (:
Finally got myself a new guess wallet, dont like using my sister's one just cos I bloody lost that chanel one. ):

So anyway last night was pretty good. I met jerome meredith and shawn for steamboat dinner at marina bay.
Im really a pig, a glutton I swear.
Jerome and I practically could eat one plate of satay beef/chicken each. Lol.
I feel like I've put on 2kg after that meal.
& we walked allllll the way to the bloody mrt station and along the way jerome attempted to scare the hell outta me and meredith but I wasnt scared at all. HAHA. :p
We trained back to jerome's place and played dota.

Today in the morning, I had to rise early to train to piano. Exhausting shit.
After piano went home to shower then rush out to meet keely & the girls.
Went over to cam's sister's studio apartment at the metz behind cine, pretty pretty.
Left at abt 6 with cam, she dropped me off at ps.
Walked over to ymca to find meredith and david.
Played a couple of games then we left to satisfy my craving of subway lol.
Saw beekuan thereeee! :D

Okay gotta bounce, gotta wake up early tmr.
Good night yall.

xmas

2007-12-27T02:48:00.000+08:00

okay this is scary. Time just passes like running water and shit happens within such a short span of time. Ive been such a lazy fat ass always procrastinating to blog, no wonder I put on so much weight. I was shocked just now when I happened to bump into shilah at my workplace and she told me that i wasnt as recognizable cos I put on weight. like ZOMG, yeah.
so like whatever, Im just gonna put in a brief post of whats going on for my own use.

19 dec. Dinner with swang shan shawn zd at suntec. Met dom and efei who were doing shopping there and we went back to dom's place to dota overnight.

Me&steph

20 dec. Finally met up with evan and all the girls. Keely & evan both got me food and sweets etc from japan and hk. The super big pocky stick still amazes me. Lol.

Met sarah for a min cos she wanted to pass me my birthday present from fay&her.

So cute, topshop knickers.

Was shopping in wisma with Evan and I bought a pair of charles and keith flats. zomg, I love them to death. Went for a pedicure with my mom. Feet feel great now.

Then the real shit happened at night. I dont really wanna talk about it in here, dont really wanna remember it.

Thankyou so much Efei for coming over at 4am from dom's just for me. I felt so much better after talking to you. (:

21 dec. Met shen and efei for dinner. Shen left for french embassy, efei left to meet someone. Meantime, met sx and nick for awhile then we settled down at starbucks when efei came back. Went home with efei after that.

~~Dont ask me if Im alright when you know I cant be.~~

22 dec. Went shopping with my mom to secret place. Bought pretty dresses. Retail therapy always helps. (:

Zd came by in the evening to pick me up and we went to steph's for a stayover. It was pretty much like old times, being all nonsense.

23 dec. Left steph's with zd and shawn. Had lunch with zd at amk S-11.

Western food there is gooddddd.

Went to town after that to get my manicure done. French tips! :D

Rushed back to watten and realised had to do the mushroom gravy again.

Felt so bad towards Efei cos my phone died and he couldnt contact me.

Took a cab down to april's for the ub christmas party.

Julianna gave me something really pretty for the gift exchange. Love it.

Funny shem got really drunk and we couldnt stop laughing at what he was saying.

Played spin the bottle and highlight of the day: Jonno frenching Shen and Jonno biting Efei's butt, Me having to make orgasmic noises for 15 secs on the chair lol. I frenched Liz too hahahaha.

Gabby's back! YAY it feels good seeing her again, she always makes me smile. (:

Left the party with shen efei aaron bj dom travers deuel to play lan.

Had my first motorbike experience thanks to aaron! He gave me a spin on his bike, so fun I swear. Dangerous, but funnnnnnnnnnn

Went home with shen efei and travers.

I really couldnt face you initially. Why did you come in the first place. Nobody knew. I controlled but it didnt help when you were right in my face. I didnt want to break down but I did. Im glad I faced you, cos it makes things all good now. I still cant really talk to you cos you hurt me so bad, but Im sure I can soon. It felt good pwning you btw.

24 dec. Christmas eve! Had family christmas dinner.
Nice catching up with cousins. Now, ritchie can drive, I just think its funny since how I kinda grew up with him and hes still young at heart. Lol.
Left early to town for a movie with efei hooey xinchee dom liz shen esther shem nina.
Watched national treasure, its a pretty good show.

25 dec. Its christmas! I always wondered who I'd spend christmas with. Lol.
Had my mum's turkey again with cauliflower cheese for dinner at my other house.
Cauliflower cheese is da bomb, seriously.
Cabbed down to the east to play lan with the big guys efei aaron bj dom shem shen. Played for 5 hours straight in a row, gawd.
At least I tried playing battlefield. hahaha.
Went for supper at beer garden & we all headed to shen's house for mahjong. Crazy asses, all nocturnal.
Wanted to avoid the midnight surcharge its a killer, and waited for efei to finish his mahjong first before going back with him.
Was watching teevee and them play until I couldnt take it I slept for quite awhile.

Today! Looked like crap when I woke up, no wonder they laughed at me.
Dropped efei off cos he was gonna collapse anytime lol, then went home to have a proper sleep myself. Slept from 2 to 8 amazingly.
Went down to isetan with my mom to go reserve the stuff I wanted, cos its gonna be chaos at the sale tmr & there wont be anymore sizes. Love the salessalessales, I want more clothes yippeeeeee.

& I just started watching gossip girl today. Its addictive hahahaha.
Im recovering pretty well, I think.

daddyday

2007-12-19T03:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! (:

Today was my dad's birthday & I swear I've seen a very different side of him ever since he stopped working. He really cracks me up nowadays. (:

Went to shaw lido to have jap lunch, then walk walk shopping.
Bought his birthday chocolate truffle cake from swissbake, its godlike :D

Ate dinner at brussell sprouts next to butterfac.
Mussells were amazing, food was greattttt!
Drank some cherry beer and gratinee mussells= godlikeeeee.
Walked along the river and visited the shops at clarke quay, pretty nice stuff, bought a handbag yay (:
Came home to cut the cake and viola, my dad so unglam I had to delete some photos hahaha.

he & his lamb lol

gratinee mussells! :D

fucking hilarious I swear.

Got back some results just now too, didnt exactly like my results but thought it was good enough considering the effort I had put in so like whatever.
Just feel bad towards my mum thats all.
Kay Im so tired, and I hate my running nose. Bye.

flubug):

2007-12-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

hello yall. Just finished watching one of my korean dramas called my girl.
Its so bloody good I can rewatch it afew times also can lol.

Went over to deuel's place last night to watch soccer with nick and travers.
Will and jon were there too, ~~and geez if only jon would stop being so childish.~~
Cant believe I forgot to bring my keys so I had to sleep over at his place.
Totally didnt sleep well, having the flu bug now sigh. Feels like crap.

Oh, Im watching this channel 5 show called I propose.
Its like so sweettttttttttttt gawdd, but too bad in reality these kind of fairytales dont ever happen. Ok whatever.
Tomorrow's my dad's birthday, yay good food again.
Gawd, cab fares are raised now. Cant take so much cab anymore bleah.

I guess you will never know that just one wall away from you, that someone who was always right in front of you but you never saw, was suffering so much internally & all she did was cry herself to sleep. I hate the hot and cold treatment you're giving me, its driving me crazy. I feel so stupid and hopeless, thank you very much. I have to get over this and stop being so pathetic.

supperr

2007-12-15T02:32:00.000+08:00

Just came back from supper with efei, satisfied my craving for prataaaa wheeeee
We went all the way down to al ameen just for prata lol
Was with meredith and jerome earlier in the day at grassroot's club hahahaha
what a funny name
The food there is prettyyy gooddd & reasonably priced!

Jerome flew off at midnight just now ):
Hes not gonna be back anytime soon, damnit.
I suddenly feel more lonely now :/

& the ironic thing about holidays is how Ive been waking up pretty early consecutively for this whole week n depriving myself of sleep.
Its no wonder people actually start to think that Im 25. -.-

"Doing Too Much"(feat. Baby Bash)

I'm leaving messages and voicemails

Telling you I miss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Why you tryna diss me

When I just wanna kiss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Tell me what's the issue

Who I give these lips to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

This is turning into

Something I ain't hip to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

See you got me all alone

Waiting right here by the phone

For you to call me,

Just to hear

Your voice tone

I keep on wondering if you was even

Feeling me, I keep on wondering if

This was even meant to be

Tell me imma waste of time, boy

You showing me no sign, is it cuz u on

Ya grind, cuz you're always on my mind

I keep on wondering if everything you said was true

I keep on wondering if you were really coming through

Now here I go again blowing you up,

And my girlfriends keep telling me

I'm doing too much

Now here I go again blowing you up,

And my girlfriends keep telling me

I'm doing too much

I'm leaving messages and voicemails

Telling you I miss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Why you tryna diss me

When I just wanna kiss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Tell me what's the issue

Who I give these lips to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

This is turning into

Something I ain't hip to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time

And you know I'm looking fly tryna meet sum other guys

But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you

I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through

All i can picture is the color of your eyes, and the way u make me smile

I ain't felt this in a while,

But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion

Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin

The way I feel about myself cuz I got self-esteem, sometimes I

Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy

The way I feel about myself cuz I got self-esteem, sometimes I

Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy

I'm leaving messages and voicemails

Telling you I miss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Why you tryna diss me

When I just wanna kiss you

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

Tell me what's the issue

Who I give these lips to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

This is turning into

Something I ain't hip to

Baby am I doing too much (too much)

~~My fav song for now (:~~

~~But looking at the lyrics just relates me to it almost perfectly. I hate this hot cold treatment, make up your bloody mind abt what you want idiot. K nuff' said.~~

entries!

2007-12-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

Warning: This is a picture-heavy post, so peekchas might take longer to load. (:
This is the result of my bad habit of procrastinating lol.
Gawd time just passes so fast & so many things have happened. Amazing.
& I have this dirty habit of blogging all at one go, makes me feel a sense of accomplishment. Anyway, i'll let the photos do most of the talking.

Oh, the study week before the exams and the week of exams were completely torturing but somewhat liberating.
So, what I didnt exactly like was that math fell on my frigging birthday. but somehow, that day just didnt feel special & I was totally nonchalent about it amazingly.
Stayed back in sch to study with the girls and kev. Went home & my parents bought me my fav nydc cake! I swear big-o is still the bestttt :D

6th dec- marked the end of exams!
Had ugc that day & I have a bad feeling about it, think Im gonna do damn badly for it. :/
Anyway, went with shenny for dinner at dempsey's Ps cafe.
Food was pretty goooooodddd yumm.
Love the surroundings, we should go there for dessert soon!
The ultimate fudge brownie we ate was just god-like. HAHA.
We met mwen and shem after that at hv for drinks at indochine first then we settled at haagen daz. Had my lychee martini (:
Pretty much camwhored as usual, what else is there to do except talk and smoke hahaha

I only ordered the fries, they were alr so good lol

ultimate fudge brownie! :D

Holga-like, i likeeee :D

7th dec- my surprise party at keely's house! :D

Went over to keely's with charlene and camelia to swim & tan.

The funniest thing was how they chose the toilet to give me my surprise LOL.

I was in the steam bath in the toilet with camelia & when we both walked out, charlene and keely suddenly jumped from behind out of nowhere and smeared a slice of cake all over my face and body niceeeeeeee.

Ive like hell lot of unglam photos from there but im so not gonna post it lol.

& thats not all. When I finished bathing, I walked into the restaurant at keely's condo with keely and there was charlene and camelia with another full cake. hahahaha I was so touched! Just love my girlss so muchhh (:

Stayed with them until about 8 then rushed home to change to go to deuel's bbq.

What I didnt expect, was another surprise birthday cake that nick jo and jeannie bought! I was like so stunneddddd when I walked into deuel's house lol.

I was like so touched when everybody in the house sang me a birthday song!

Like so awwww heartmelt I swear.

Jon couldnt do any better at embarrassing me in front of deuel's parents and everyone, I really felt like digging a hole and hiding that night. >.<

Took afew photos but they're still with joel. I bet deuel forgot to get them for me as usual zzz.

& funnily enough, nick and jo got me a damn kinky present, they bought me a pair of lingerie, & asked me to tell them whenever Im wearing it & I see them LOL

We all played mafia until 4 plus then I headed home with jeannie sherry hannah. (:

& when I walked into the house and the first thing will said to me was, you walked into a big trap tsktsktsk. I was scratching my head but then later I realised what he meant. hahahaha.

8th dec- 4th birthday cake! :D

Woke up pretty early to meet jac for early lunch, it was so great to see her once again & just really catch up on our lives!

Have been taking alot of photos everywhere but I havent gotten all lol.

Rushed down to ps cafe cartel to meet Jerome meredith david andrew nick kevin and evan!

My birthday lunch with them (:

& I got a shock of my life once again when I saw that jerome and meredith bought another cake for me LOL

But I swear the cake was sooooo frigging cuteeee I likeeeeeeee

After late lunch with them, Nick meredith and I went over to jerome's place to get the stuff for fishing!

Checked math results & I dont really like my marks. ):

I got 78% for my final paper only.

Even though I did the best out of all of them even chunann, but my A flew away ):

Even stupid deuel got higher than me LOL

Anyway, I was pretty much shagged so I didnt really have the mood to fish at bedok jetty. Slept on the stone bench most of the time throughout the entire night hahaha.

But I managed to catch 2 taman! So happyyy :D

In the morning we went back to jerome's hs & ate the fish hahahaha

SO CUTE RIGHT.

10th dec- camelia's early birthday surprise!

Met the girls at cine kbox during noon, & we gave camelia da jie an early birthday surprise, even though her birthday is still pretty far away lol.

I swear this bunch of girls are like the most camwhore ever hahaha.

After kbox we went shopping! & the girls got me my belated birthday gift & cam's too.

They bought me a newurbanmale teeshirt <3

Went to bugis thereafter & I got my white shorts finally yippeeee

Headed to shen's house for his housewarming in the evening & I swear I love his pastaaa. My new room at the condo is gonna look abit like shen's room hahaha

Went back with efei & he was telling me all about the nice food and everything in cck near our area. hahahaha like some tour guide

Cannot take it, look like hamster hahahaha

11th dec- red star dimsum! :D

Woke up early for dim sum with efei shenny and ant.

Efei walked over to my place and we shared cab there. (:

Shen was supposed to come but as usual he couldnt wake up lol

Met my mum in town and did errands with her eg grocery.

Then, in the night about 1130, I suddenly got a message from efei: hey you wanna supper?

hahahhaa I couldnt stop laughing at it, cos its just funny how suddenly we both found supper khakis! yayyyyy

He brought along his friend who apparently lives one floor above me only in my condo my block too lol.

Smart efei purposely asked him so he wouldnt have to walk me back after supper hahahhaa

Efei's friend drove me back too & it was funny how we even take the same lift together lol.

But what I couldnt take was, he frigging thought I was 25!!!!!! *heart shatters*

Hes only 21, how on earth do I look older than him zzz

12th dec- dinner party! (:

Kevin deuel shenny came over to my condo around 3 to play tennis.

My whole body is aching now from tennis, lack of exercise does that to you.

Had my dinner party, cooked pineapple riceeee! At least I got positive comments about it hahaha, I hope nobody had diarrhoea lol

The few who stayed helped me to clean and wash up everything yayy thankieess! :D

All of them left at about 1, & I was desperately trying not to think of anything by talking to deuel jerome shenny online and turning the teevee really loud & lights all on everywhere lol

I dont like being home alone in the night scaryyyyyyyyyy

monkey xinchee! hahaha
Shenny&ant's birthday present for me (:

Then today! Went on a roadtrip with dom liz angie ant efei aaron shem xinchee.

Mwen ah, how on earth can you not find your passportt ahhhhh, you should have comeeeee ):

Went to holiday plaza and pelangi. Did some shopping there, bought ciggs there too, super cheappp.

& I love peanut butter jelly from dunkin donuts manzzz

Alright Im finally done. Im so tired Im gona crash now.

Oh mann shenny's flying off tmr. Im so gonna miss her, how on earth do I live without her ):

hate.

2007-11-30T01:24:00.000+08:00

F YOU LAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I wont name names cos its not worth it. But I seriously hate it when somebody comes to tell me something that hes not even involved with. Or rather I dont know what you've been told. I know you care and everything but just f off please. Just when im getting past myself about my problem, you come and make me feel all pathetic. I may be struggling but Im doing good now.
Just talked to kania and I feel better now. Thanks babe (:

Okay I need to get back to studying.

study!

2007-11-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

Gawd time passes so fast.
Its already Wednesday night. 2 nights have gone.
& I seriously havent gotten much studying done.
I think im damn screwed.
Havent been keeping up to my study schedule. I think I need to spend less time stoning and on the comp. Lol.

Life's been such a bitch.
Being anti-social. Have been staying at home, only went to sch today to study.
Was in the library with Jerome Nick sx & Kevin. Sherry joined us after that. (:
Thank god for Kevin's aunt who sent me home, my bag was super heavy.

Oh oh oh kevin's story about his experience to geylang with his friend was damn funny he kept making us laugh!
He told it to us in Chinese and had to change to channel 5 for Sherry
& his translation was damn bad it was frigging funny.
But nonetheless kev owes me a treat at lorris. :D

& theres sarah's birthday this fri! Cant wait to see her with fay and clar (:

Okay I think I should seriously stop procrastinating and get down to serious studying.
I have to stop thinking about what to do after exams.
Need to go on a serious diet and lose some weight with Liwen Meredith and Melody.
Im so hyped thinking about going dance classes with Liwen. Yay.
& I really need some girl time with fay and the rest of mtfckes. (:

Some really old pic with Evan from class! I miss my hair. ):

This is how I kinda look like now with bangs. Gawdddd I want my old hair back. ):

~~I think I've made up my mind to stop wasting my time thinking right now cos its just not worth it when it seems you aint being in the least concerned as I am. Do I even mean anything to you?~~

random

2007-11-26T02:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SHENNY YEH! (:
My first friend in SIM.
& we'll still so close to this day. <33

I've been really anti social and succeeding at it.
The whole weekend has been spent at my other condo at yewtee.
Been sleeping, eating, swimming& tanning, eating, sleeping. hahahaahha.
& I realized that yewtee shopping centre at the mrt is like 24 hrs apparently and theres a 24 hrs macs and kopitiam there. sweeeeeeeeet.
But I still dont want to move over there. Frigging far.
But I cant wait for the hols. Still got that party to hold mwen! :D
I need to start studying faster seriously.
I need that sense of urgency.
& I cant imagine how irritating it will be once my bangs grow longer and pokes into my eyes.
Random.

hateschool

2007-11-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

Hello world.
Its amazing how one week has passed and gone like that.
It feels like years since last week. Weird.
Anyway last sat my garage sale was like pretty okay I guess.
I didnt really earn that much but at least managed to get rid of some stuff.
I need more clothes. Im like running out of them.

Oh sunday was my mum's birthday.
Had bbq dinner at my new condo. Food was pretty good. (:

& this week was just pure torture. Physically and emotionally. :/
Eg. staying up the whole of Monday night util 7am to finish my bloody research paper.
Im so fucking glad that Im done and over with that, econs presentation and rp presentation.

Oh and econs presentation was fucking funny. I had to stop looking at jerome and david flinging their arms everywhere to distract and make me laugh. zz
But Will and I managed to catch jerome's attention when he was presenting and he laughed so badly he stopped for 5 secs. LOL.

Anyway, I am quite tired of everything, school and politics and friend problem etc.
Im just gonna be anti social from tomorrow onwards and study hard for my fucking finals.

Bye world. (:

Some old photos from mwen's birthday and jerome's birthday. (:

me & ant.

jerome's house.

I really wonder when you'll know what you want. You're bringing me on a rollercoaster ride, but I wont complain. I worry for you in so many ways, you'd never know that but thats really okay I dont mind. I keep telling myself to let go, but i dont know why im still hanging in there, even though its so tiring. Fuck I have to stop being so emo.

unexpected.

2007-11-17T03:58:00.000+08:00

emoooooooooooooooooooooo.
Is what I've been for the past week till wed night. (:
Im so glad that we talked about it, his response was unexpected though.
Vague, but still enough for me at least for now.

I realized that I really cant bottle things up inside me, I will break down at some point.
Such a loser I know. I can imagine mwen telling me that lol.

At least things have been sweeeeeeeeet since then, but still too early to tell.
Or maybe its just me being all smitten.
That I gotta learn how to control. I tend to gush all day, not a good habit.

Today was meredith's and jerome's birthdays.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THE TWO OF YOU (:

Shit, I just realised I owe fucking alot of people their birthday presents.

Had their birthday dinner at ymca today, afterwhich rushed with Deuel to meet mwen & the rest to visit xinchee in the hospital.
I think he loves playing with his bed. Lol.
Had supper with ant deuel mwen at simpang, first timer.
Mwen, I knew you were gonna call us the fake simpang group. hahaha

GARAGE SALE TMR! Hope people will come down to support. (:

Sometimes, you make me wonder if all this is worth it. What are you thinking?

hate that i love you

2007-11-13T02:59:00.000+08:00

Hate That I Love You by Rihanna (feat. Ne-Yo)

As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

Research paper=trouble=lazy=dont do

weekend

2007-11-12T02:01:00.000+08:00

Liwen says im silly to say that i'll have a happier childhood if i live in the east. ):
But its true what. :x

Anw mwen's birthday celebration was a blast, I hope she really enjoyed it. (:
We went to butterfac in the end, cos apparently zouk was damn crowded.
Her friend jo had her friend to sign us in for free. yippee.
& we opened a bottle. made her drink pretty alot, but that stupid girl cant get drunk so easily. -.-

Even though it ended pretty awful, including me being locked out of my house. But nick and heath came back and we talked in the park till the sun came up. (:

& I had a damn eventful weekend. Was loving it actually, only some parts here and there was quite traumatizing.
On a random note, I aspire to be an honourable east-sider like efei, if im given the chance to do so and im welcomed. Hahaha. :D

Anyway on sat, I went to Deuel's house in the afternoon to study while he was playing his funny games. Lol.
He finally succumbed to wear jeans upon my advice, he was being so stubborn arguing with me that berms were fine. Hahaha.
Then we headed together to jerome's house for his birthday celebration. That was where the drama began.
You wouldnt want to believe it, ambrose and sx were there, and I walked in with Deuel.

Gawd, I swear I really wanted to just find a spot to hide.
Mel & andrew & gang: Terrie are you okay! You look very very traumatized. :x
I honestly pretty much was.
But it was okay after awhile I guess.
We couldnt make Jerome drunk, even though we really made him drink fucking alot. :/
But overall, my entire weekend was pretty great. (:

Oh but I feel really really really fucking bad that I didnt go for clarissa's birthday surprise in the end. Im really really really sorry I didnt call earlier. Sigh, my mom was giving me trouble. ):

I really fucking hate doing research paper. I still have a longgg way to go. Feeeeel the agonyyyy.

slaveee

2007-11-07T01:47:00.000+08:00

Highlight of the day: Today was mwen's birthday.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BABE! (:

Damnit, didnt take any photos with her today.
But there'll be tomorrow. I was her slave for the day only.

Cant wait for tmr! Damn psyched about it.
We sooo have to get her drunk tomorrow with the 17 shots we're getting her. Payback timee! :D

Finally got hooey online today. She made me a damn happy kid I dont think I'll be able to sleep hahaha. They're out for supper now.
Sometimes, I just wish I live in the East. I might have a happier childhood.

Anw, was talking to daryl just now for awhile. I felt like throwing a cake in his face. Lol.

daryl says:
understood alr no need to say you pretty right
daryl says:
HAAHA
the mysteries behind your words; says:
HAHAHAHAHA AYE GLIB TONGUE EH
daryl says:
of course baby
daryl says:
do you have a keyboard?
the mysteries behind your words; says:
huh what keyboard?! yeah im using my pc nw.
daryl says:
cos you're my type ;)
daryl says:
hahahaahahhahaha
daryl says:
nooooo shit

p.s. get outta my mind you ass.
oooo I have something to keeeeeep for now hahahahaha
& my blog isnt as high rated as mwen's so I think Im quite free to say things here. :D

zzz

2007-11-06T02:54:00.000+08:00

Phew. All the photos and everything almost killed me.
But anyway its weird since how I know I have so much things to say here, but when I'm actually getting down to doing it, I dont know where to start.

Time flies and its been almost two months since it started and ended.
& even though it wasn't an easy journey, I just want to thank all my school friends who know what I'm talking about for everything they've done for me.
People like liwen, nick, jerome, mel, jamie, mwen, shenny, gabby, ant, deuel, leonard etc. (:

Liwen&gang: Things have changed and its natural it wont be the same anymore. But i guarantee you I really do miss spending time with yall. I do see yall around but its just different. We need quality time together. (:

Jamie, Mel, Liwen. (:

& just shoutouts to some outside friends. (:

Fay: I really really do miss you like crazy, best friend. I know ive been busy with school, havent been meeting up with you guys. I dont like the feeling of being distant from you. ): But talking to you just makes me feel assured and makes me feel loved again, thats all I need to hear. Meetup soon my dear. (:

Janet: I dedicated one whole post to you already, you better read it & faster plan another outing. Miss you.

Mtfckes: We totally need another group outing again! Its been eonssss.

Farley: I know we've had our quarrels, ups and downs. But Im still glad that you're always there for me as my best friend, & Im sorry I havent done as much for you. Love you, best friend.

Enli: I can't wait until your Os are over! I miss the days fay you & me spent last time. It was the best. Even though we havent been talking much for really long, but you're still close to my heart & we'll meetup after your Os! Shopping shopping! :D

Sexy Halloween!

2007-11-06T02:35:00.000+08:00

oooo I so have to blog about Halloween.
I celebrated Halloween on Saturday instead, last min decisions to go to the underaged party at Red Dot Museum, Paul Crosby's party.
Had dinner that day with shawn matt zd & shan.
Went back and spent a whole lot of time dressing up for Halloween, tried dressing the guys up too. Lol.
Shan was the cat, & I was supposedly the stripper/slut ahahahahaha.
Some sch friends came along too, Nick jerome sx lu & Will.
All I can say is, it was an interesting night. (:

the process.

Our art :D

The museum's cool English letterboxes.

Matt shan me (:

Zd!

Love the toilet there too.

walas

2007-11-06T02:22:00.000+08:00

Okay 2nd latest update! Last fri night.
Actually, I think everybody already knows about it cos its on mwen's blog. Lol. Embarrassing but ah wells. :/
Went to walawala with ant, mwen, gabby, kerri & her boyfriend.
But they left so early, leaving me & mwen and if you know mwen, you undeniably always end up being damn unglam.

Hahahahahaha okay mwen dont kill me, you know its true.
Don't worry, I still love you bitch (:

& under some circumstances, Deuel came down to join the fun, even though i dont really remember what happened mostly LOL.
& they still refuse to tell me what exactly I did, I'm still scratching my head. :/
& I look damn bad in the photo.

Megawatt smile there Gabby.

Deuel apparently. Lol.

nickk

2007-11-06T02:02:00.000+08:00

& I shall dedicate this post specially for my found-bestfriend Nicholas Teo. (:

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY NICKKKK!

Btw he just turned 25 on the 29th.
& we went over to his place to surprise him!
We, meaning me jerome sx jo brian shem.

Of course, we really caught him unaware and it was super funny, cos he was sleeping when we crept into his house with a cake and everything. Shem took pictures and he managed to capture that super shocked candid face the moment he realized we were in his room hahahaha.
Anw i hope you like your surprise and the pink shirt we got you nick. :D

In any case, his birthday itself we went for his birthday dinner at sakae sushi at heeren.
& we finally bought our havianas! Love the green i got.

arab streeet

2007-11-06T01:38:00.000+08:00

This was awhile ago, at arab street on a fateful fri night with mwen, nick, jerome, hooey,deuel & xinchee. Nick drove my car (:

BFF

2007-11-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

This is bad. I always leave my blog dangling like that, leaving it to rot.
I have decided to make it a point to blog as often as I can, at least once a week. (:
& i have super alot of photos to upload yippeeeeeee

Anw this was weeks back, happened to meet with BFF janetchua! :D
It was like telepathy, i was studying at macs with nick and sx & she happened to be there too. Gawd i miss her.
AYE woman! what happened to the stayover last sunday huh! cupcakes brownies dvd marathon etc.

you goondo, faster call me (:

lovers&friends.

2007-09-12T01:41:00.000+08:00

you're my drug;

fay my biatch, if you read this, i just want to let you know i miss you & i love you.

oh school's being a bitch, all the tests and projects.
thank god this week is rest week with no tests!
& im craving for donuts again.

2007-09-07T17:50:00.000+08:00

It doesnt help to keep old posts and look back so i just deleted all my posts.
Maybe i'll post again when theres pictures or inspiration (:

& to all my friends who've helped me in a way or another during that dark period of my life, thank you so much & iloveyouuu! <33